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Zy ftw!
Starfishes Stick {Love}


"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me"

-Phillipians 4:13
Tuesday, May 10, 2011

"I'm coming home."

Alright, havent been posting for quite sometime. Today, I was really lost. Lost till the point where I literally broke down and cried and asked God for forgiveness. I feel terribly bad for what I did, and I couldnt take it anymore till I repented.


Today was my chinese mid-years, and I totally flung it because of my teacher. She didnt even let me finish reading, ohwells.


Since, no one will read this. I guess its safe to actually express my feelings here. Well today, I found out about my daddy and what he was watching. I feel so bad because yeah, I FEEL SO DISAPPOINTED IN HIM. I can't tell anyone till I broke down.I saw him watching it yesterday, which was 9TH May 2011. Like I really thought he would be better after going to SOT and this whole year would be different but, why must this happen. And I just started crying and crying, I wish I had a friend by myside. Who really would understand me, and wont judge me.


I mean i've also done wrong, but I made it clear that I wont do anything already. I promise, and God, I'm so sorry. Please help me get over that mistake and instead of crying about it. I will learn from it. Right now, I'm so troubled because I cant do anything. Seriously, I am so lost. Because I'm so scared to tell my mummy about what I've done. And whats more about him right now, I know I'm heart-broken about Zac but now this is worse. I somehow think its a spiritual attack because its during my mid-years and suddenly so many things have happened. I feel so desperate to tell my mum about whats been happening in my life. But I dont know.


I am really really lost at what to do, about my daddy. How I found out was in my weblink, I think I should gather up my courage and confess to mummy about what I did, and make sure that I keep my promise. And about daddy, I feel like and I really really want to tell her everything, but I cant. Not right now, how will she react??? ):



I think people leave too much, I cant believe after Winiline left me, Zac and Darren Loy. Now the issue is with Daddy???


Oh God, if you can read this post, please help me. Hear my desperate cries, please God. Please help me, what should I do??



Lost and helpless, Zozo. ):


Wednesday, August 25, 2010

"It does not matter how slow you go so long as you do not stop."

We're bestfriends right?

"A friend stops you from doing stupid, but a bestfriend does it with you."
We really are so close yet so far, we want this friendship to work out. But I've tried, and it just isnt working. I know I shoudnt feel this way, but I really feel lost in our friendship.
Remember the beautiful web? Right now, its old and its really worn out. It has become a cob web.
I hate seeing you act like that in school but, really I cant do anything like last time.

"Where have you been this whole year? Though we've tried."

Things just seem so far from you and me. Though I desperately want things to go back to before, but both you and I know that thats impossible. You have your friends, and I'm really make-doing with mine. You may think that those are the people who I really want to hand out with but, they're not. They're different, I want both of us again.

I'm sorry, I've been jealous. And I know jealousy kills. ): .
I've been searching, but I've lost sight. I know I've said, almost a million times that I'd want to give this web up and I didnt really mean it like last time.
But,"This time, its different."


We'll be doing the same things anyway, you have your friends and I have mine. Its nothing really different on the outside, but my heart just knows. I've tried to hold on, you said you'd make time.I dont see it, and bestfriends are supposed to stand up for each other right?





Love, Zozo

Thursday, June 24, 2010

First Love
Redirections.
My mind is astray, I've been so focused on other things.
I cried, though I didnt know what I was crying for.
And that freaked me out, I dont want to be clueless again, let me be drawn back to You.

My First Love
Drawn back to you, I dont wanna see my faith wobble and fade.
Because, all I want You.

Like the lyrics in this song,
Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive
If only I ask
And how many times have You heard me pray
Draw near to me

Ily! :)

Monday, February 1, 2010

The Power of Tithing,
Every Saturday/ Sunday, the offering bag is being passed along your row, you have
this unwillingness in you. Why is that?

"And all the tithe of the land, whether of the seed of the land or of the fruit of the tree, is the Lord's. It is Holy to the Lord." Leviticus 27:30

Why is Tithing so important?
Its simple, its a test of your Faith.
Faithfulness in Stewardship,
Abraham's faithful stewardship resulted him in becoming
the Richest man of His generation.
Can you imagine, just a little 10%? What can it do?
God has the whole world in His hands, and
He isn't demanding. He is just asking you for 10% of what you receive.
Is that so much for the God who created the Heavens and the Earth,
and holds them in His hands, so much to ask for?

Everyweek, I give my 10% to God, but sometimes I feel that its not enough.
Last week, when Pastor talked about the Haitians, I felt really touched. And
I dont really know why but I was really Cheerful to give half of my allowance
to the Haitians.
I want to help the Haitians, but I'm still young and I still have school.
So what can I do?
What about using half of my allowance just to bless those who are in need,
with just that little, can you imagine how many lives you can save?
With a simple 5bucks, you can buy just one meal but can you imagine how those people who are starving just one meal can feed many!



With just a little 10%, You can save lifes.
Zoee :D

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

The friend who holds your hand and says the wrong thing is made of dearer stuff than the one who stays away. Barbara Kingsolver.

True Friends
We are made for Friendships,
But a real friendship is never accidental, they are cultivated over time.
Friends are those who will help you to be wise.
Friends are part of our education, & how we learn.
Proverbs 13:20, "He who walks with Wise men will be wise,
but the companion of fools will be destroyed."
Do your friends help you make wise decisions?
Or lead you astray?
Do they bring our the best in your life?

As Iron sharpens Iron, so a man sharpens the countenance of his friends. Proverbs 27:17

True friends are those who will share your burdens.
A friend can be counted on in a crisis.
Galations 6:2, "Bear one another's burdens, and so fulfil the law of Christ."
A True Friend is somebody who sees you through when others let you down.
They are people who are not self-centered.
True Friends are not those who only look out for themselves.

True Friends are people who will help you grow spiritually.
We all need spiritual encouragement to grow.
True Friends will pray with us and lift us up, spiritually
and help us keep the course for the Lord.
Hebrews 10:24 - 25, "And let us consider one another in
order to stir up love and good works, not forsaking the assembling
of ourselves together, as in the manner of some, but exhorting one
another, and another, and so much the more as you see the Day approaching."

Pursue Friendship with people who know God, and
have a strong relationship with Him.
True Friends are not just people to socialize with and have fun with,
they help us grow in God.
They pray with us when we are discouraged, they stand by us.
They guide us and do good for the glory of God.
Life is full of people who will make you laugh, cry, smile till your
face hurts and sooo happy that you think you'll burst.
But the ones who leave their footprints on your soul are the ones
who keep your life going.

A True friends' friendship is like the sun coming up each morning, its something I can count on to warm up my whole world &brighten up my Life.


I'm sorry if I have hurt you,
But I have tried my best to be a True Friend.
I have put in my best into our Friendship.
Its like a beautiful web, but
Right now I'm stuck and I want to get out.

Sunday, November 1, 2009

He who is slow to anger is better than the mighty, and he who rules his spirit than he who takes a city. Proverbs 16:32

Anger Management.
Mainly in this world, we live in constant stress by work and life.
And what comes out from stress and other mixed emotions, is Anger.
When we are stressed or when we're having mixed emotions,
we get easily angry with everything, that doesn't go out way.

Then often we ask, How do I manage my anger?

1. We can actually, reflect before we react. Thus dont be impulsive.
-Whenever we say things or do things out of anger, we'll regret later on.
-What Proverbs 29:11 says is that, "A fool vents all his feelings, but a wise man holds them back."
-You know what? Whenever you're angry, you can ask yourself, Why am I angry?
What do I really want? How can I get what I want?
-Anger is never really the root problem in your life; its a symptom.

2. We'll have to release our anger properly.
-We can exercise! Running helps you vent anger!
-Admit that you're angry!
-Read books!

3. We can renew our mind/mindset.
-Lets change the way we think!
-Put ourselves in the other persons' shoes.

All anger is learned, so lets not be angry but, ask yourself those questions. &reflect.


Lifes' a Roller Coaster!
Life is like a roller coaster, at somepoints you're up. Some points you're down.
The roads are bumpy. But we'll always have our friends and family with us.
We'll its the journey not the destination,
so why not enjoy yourself while you're on it! Scream! Have fun!


Life sucks.
Whenever someone says Life sucks, do you agree?
We may think that we lead a truly hard life. Earning money, being a good student.
And whenever we cant get what we want, in our way. We often say Life sucks.
Why not look at those who are Unfortunate, sick, dying people, the needy.
They go through everyday with a smile.
With a never ending hope that tomorrow will be a better and a brand new day!
They never stop giving up and never look down or pity themselves.
If we say Life sucks, what about them?
Dont you think that we should be ashamed of ourselves?
Forever complaining, never satisfied with what we already have. Dreading tomorrow.
We face tomorrow with no hope and not even with a smile.
If the needy can, why cant we?


Life's a roller Coaster, why not enjoy it while we can?
Think about it.