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"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me"
-Phillipians 4:13
Thursday, March 19, 2009
if so, will He for me?
Nat says, God will provide alternatives, but seriously, will He? for me?
"even when you're not fine, go to God, no matter what kind of state you're in. He'll take you anytime (:" thats what Nat says, i can go to God anytime, i know Hes there, Hes there for me, always, but, there are so many questions in my head, answers not answered, lots of people dont know that i am in the normal tech stream, but, i am, yeah, look down on me, but, guess what? I believe God has a plan, for me even when i am not doing well academically, look, i already found one purpose that God put me into nt, He used me to bring winiline back to Christ(: and i am proud of myself for that, but, i believe theres more that awaits me, He has a special plan for me, and i know, its going to be very very special(: though i feel down sometimes, and stereotyped, i know that He'll always be there for me(: and, i am going to trust Him, in whatever circumstances, "always surrender and commit your academics to the Lord." Nat says that, i'll be amazed at what God can do for me, i really believe that, and i'll push for it, work at it and don't look back. never, ever. And, i wonder, will i be able to cope if i go up to na, and the answer is, YES, with God's help, Nat, also quoted, "when you make mistakes, allow God to teach you and shape you.", and thats so true, so all i can do now, is cope, this is one of the phrases that boosted me with hope, "if I could, you can too!" this really boosted me up, and made me think, yeah, if Nat can, why cant i do it too? She also told me to,
"always surrender and commit your academics to the Lord." and thats really true, and she also affirmed me, by saying that i am personally, hard working, thanks(: and then, i stopped to think, i really cant waste this year, its the last year i can promote myself, so i have to work hard, and focus(: then she told me, so why waste time by worrying when you can be putting in all that effort into studying? ;DD then i asked her some questions, and then she said, don't worry, just try in faith, work in faith and let God grant you the strength to do so (: and then, she said,
I can assure you by saying all this but the change of mindset doesn't happen until you start believing and accepting it. so, now, all i have to do is work hard stop thinking about whats going to happen in the future, so i can mould it to be, my, future, aka, God's plan,
"even when you're not fine, go to God, no matter what kind of state you're in. He'll take you anytime (:" thats what Nat says, i can go to God anytime, i know Hes there, Hes there for me, always, but, there are so many questions in my head, answers not answered, lots of people dont know that i am in the normal tech stream, but, i am, yeah, look down on me, but, guess what? I believe God has a plan, for me even when i am not doing well academically, look, i already found one purpose that God put me into nt, He used me to bring winiline back to Christ(: and i am proud of myself for that, but, i believe theres more that awaits me, He has a special plan for me, and i know, its going to be very very special(: though i feel down sometimes, and stereotyped, i know that He'll always be there for me(: and, i am going to trust Him, in whatever circumstances, "always surrender and commit your academics to the Lord." Nat says that, i'll be amazed at what God can do for me, i really believe that, and i'll push for it, work at it and don't look back. never, ever. And, i wonder, will i be able to cope if i go up to na, and the answer is, YES, with God's help, Nat, also quoted, "when you make mistakes, allow God to teach you and shape you.", and thats so true, so all i can do now, is cope, this is one of the phrases that boosted me with hope, "if I could, you can too!" this really boosted me up, and made me think, yeah, if Nat can, why cant i do it too? She also told me to,
"always surrender and commit your academics to the Lord." and thats really true, and she also affirmed me, by saying that i am personally, hard working, thanks(: and then, i stopped to think, i really cant waste this year, its the last year i can promote myself, so i have to work hard, and focus(: then she told me, so why waste time by worrying when you can be putting in all that effort into studying? ;DD then i asked her some questions, and then she said, don't worry, just try in faith, work in faith and let God grant you the strength to do so (: and then, she said,
I can assure you by saying all this but the change of mindset doesn't happen until you start believing and accepting it. so, now, all i have to do is work hard stop thinking about whats going to happen in the future, so i can mould it to be, my, future, aka, God's plan,
Oh yeah, and thanks to Nat, i have found my motto,
"be bold enough to pursue what others might not dare to pursue."
"be bold enough to pursue what others might not dare to pursue."
"be bold enough to pursue what others might not dare to pursue."
"be bold enough to pursue what others might not dare to pursue."
"be bold enough to pursue what others might not dare to pursue."
during this short break, i have learnt lots of things, onw of the phrases are, "that theres so much you dont understand but theres alot to learn," and i have to say thanks to Jasper and Nat(:
have to go, eat dinner,
"be bold enough to pursue what others might not dare to pursue.",
zozo(:
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Yes! ICESKATING;)
yay me(: went ice skating today(: with LiYuan, Christina, Winiline(: Melanie and Hilary supposed to come but, they had something on, cause Hilaory Fong, Hilary Fong, How could you ever forget our surprize today? sad;( hahas, anyways, happy(: christina upload pictures on facebook, too, lazy to post them on blog(: hahas, yeah man(: super bored now, reached home at like, 7:55? late right? me? they said i looked like a pregant* lady, awws, hahas, too lazy to post already, so, byebye, oh yeah, and winiline bought new HSM waterbottle(: yayme(: and zac efron's new movie, 17Again(: im gonna watch it(: hahas, oh yeah, have to go, byees(: shucks, cant upload my favourite pic,.
HSM rocks,
I rule,
zozo;D
Monday, March 16, 2009
OWEE (L) HEAVYRAIN;D
heyhey(:
im sooooo happy(: love my new camera(: look!(look below)
and brought t for cell, to cam war(: hahas, you know this camera s soo clear that all my hidden pimples can be seen, hahas, anyways i cant upload the pictures, com got problem, sad,
anyways, today, super bored, having holidays are nice, later winiline is coming over, then going to stuff for the birthday girl, yeah, so sexy bluee(: hahas, this morning, texted winiline and called her, she did not reply cause last night she texted me that she'll ask her mom this morning but, yeah, she hasnt texted me back yet and yeah, then, i texted her asking her to wake p, haha, but she was having cca, sorry line, so paiseh(: LOLS, okay, have not eaten breaaaaaaakfast, gosh, im in boredom, and the thunder just roared(: hae lightnings, detest thunder haha, love rain, heavy ones, Oooh, me likey(: haha, go bimbo, den(: so bored, going to bathe now, -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
this is my beautiful conversation with LY(:
zoeeee(: says:
hellowelloly
zoeeee(: says:
LIYUAN; says:
why? LOL
zoeeee(: says:
hahas
ZOEYANMIN;D says:
you must be very happy tmr
LIYUAN; says:
LOL
LIYUAN; says:
i will be
LIYUAN; says:
buti got school 2st
ZOEYANMIN;D says:
?
ZOEYANMIN;D says:
i got to school?
ZOEYANMIN;D says:
2st?
ZOEYANMIN;D says:
what?
LIYUAN; says:
i got school 1st
LIYUAN; says:
haiyo abit of typo cannot read meh
ZOEYANMIN;D says:
haha
ZOEYANMIN;D says:
okok
ZOEYANMIN;D says:
sry
ZOEYANMIN;D says:
chill
LIYUAN; says:
hehe
ZOEYANMIN;D says:
i thonk i should not go tmr
ZOEYANMIN;D says:
think
LIYUAN; says:
why/ my birthday tyou dont go
LIYUAN; says:
):
ZOEYANMIN;D says:
extra
LIYUAN; says:
3 juniors and 3 friends
LIYUAN; says:
what so extra
ZOEYANMIN;D says:
kym cant come
ZOEYANMIN;D says:
she has tuition
LIYUAN; says:
mel also cannot come what.
LIYUAN; says:
i think
LIYUAN; says:
idk
LIYUAN; says:
idk whats going on tmr
ZOEYANMIN;D says:
manzzz
ZOEYANMIN;D says:
hahas
ZOEYANMIN;D says:
you'd better not
LIYUAN; says:
i am not suppose to ):
ZOEYANMIN;D says:
will be fun tmr
ZOEYANMIN;D says:
but, i dont think ill come
LIYUAN; says:
If you dont come
LIYUAN; says:
I wont go.
ZOEYANMIN;D says:
DONT BE UNREASONABLE YOUNG LADY* IN SCARY TONE
LIYUAN; says:
you too.
ZOEYANMIN;D says:
hahas
ZOEYANMIN;D says:
okok
ZOEYANMIN;D says:
er, lets see if i'll come
LIYUAN; says:
then i dont go.
ZOEYANMIN;D says:
NONONONONONO
ZOEYANMIN;D says:
finefine,
LIYUAN; says:
so you will come?
LIYUAN; says:
if you dont, I will leave .
ZOEYANMIN;D says:
im scared of hilary;(
ZOEYANMIN;D says:
shes very scary, as in fierce
LIYUAN; says:
No
LIYUAN; says:
she is so cute and nice.
ZOEYANMIN;D says:
to you, i dont know her that well
LIYUAN; says:
she wont be mean
LIYUAN; says:
thats for sure
LIYUAN; says:
and are you sureshe is going?
ZOEYANMIN;D says:
not yet
LIYUAN; says:
yah lahhzxzxz
LIYUAN; says:
everyone not coming
LIYUAN; says:
thn en whats thepoint
ZOEYANMIN;D says:
okay, i PROMISE you, i'll make it there,
ZOEYANMIN;D says:
post this conversation on blog if you want(:
ZOEYANMIN;D says:
hahas
LIYUAN; says:
hahah
LIYUAN; says:
wont.
HSM rocks,
I rule,
zozo;D
Monday, March 9, 2009
WE'LL MISS YOU MAE-ANN, CHRISTY-ANN AND WINILINE(;
-SengKang1
HEYO/:
feeling kind of down, cause, its kind of sad, mae-ann is moving, christy-ann is moving, winiline is taking a break, goshgosh, everything seems to be falling apart, why? We've just got to know the 2ann sisters, and now, we have to let them go? gosh, why? theres alot of things happening, and yeah, falling aport, i dont know what to do? they brong joy and laughter, actually no, mae ann is suoerr lame;) while christy-ann just gives me th laughing fitts, i dont want you guys to go, please? zoe aint no want you guys to leave, i just feel like singing this song,
Please Don't Leave Me - Pink
Da da da da, da da da da
Da da da, da da
Da da da, da da
I don't know if I can yell any louder
How many time I've kicked you outta here?
Or said something insulting?
Da da da, da da
I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
But my heart is broken
Da da da, da da
Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me
How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty
Da da da, da da
Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don't mean it
I mean it, I promise
Da da da, da da
Please don't leave me
Oh please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me
I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me
I cannot be without, you're my perfect little punching bag
And I need you, I'm sorry
Da da da, da da
Da da da da, da da da da
Da da da, da da
Please,
please don't leave me(Da da da, da da)
Baby please don't leave me(Da da da, da da)
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me no no no
You say I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back
It's gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me
Please don't leave me, oh no no no.
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please don't leave me
Baby, please, please don't leave me
okay, though the video is quite weird? hahas, actually, i just want to say, can you guys please dont leave? we'll really miss you guys, and if i have hurt you in anyway, forgive me, i love you guys(:
HSM rocks
Irule,
zozo
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
heyhey(:
kay, i just feel that ive wasted one more year again, gosh, you never keep your promises and i dont think youll ever will, curse me all you want okay? its okay, since, you're not willing to change, stop calling me your bestfriend anymore, since we cant get along, make excuses, listen to iPod in class, you really made me feel like i have wasted one year, or maybe, i really have? yeah, what i think of you is really, argh, youll never understand, how much effort i put in, cause you never will, scold me, curse me all you want, gosh? whats so hard, ive put in all the effort and given you all the attention you wanted for one whole year, but, have you? have i ever looked down on you? well, all i know is that you have, and please, dont pretend, fake innocence, and guess what? you still use those words on your blog, wow, amaziing, yeah, i forgot to remind you to tell your eyecandy and your seniors, if you really hate me, tell it to me in my face,like seriously and then i'll know, and we'll stop talking, you know who you are, your bimbo-ness, isnt real, everyone can tell, your voice is soo high, and you never put in effort into anything, there are lots of stuff that i cant say into your face cause, i know, you'll just cry, and complain, yeah,yeah, i know, so if we cant stop this whoole thing, lets just stop being friends,get that straight into your head,..
kay, i just feel that ive wasted one more year again, gosh, you never keep your promises and i dont think youll ever will, curse me all you want okay? its okay, since, you're not willing to change, stop calling me your bestfriend anymore, since we cant get along, make excuses, listen to iPod in class, you really made me feel like i have wasted one year, or maybe, i really have? yeah, what i think of you is really, argh, youll never understand, how much effort i put in, cause you never will, scold me, curse me all you want, gosh? whats so hard, ive put in all the effort and given you all the attention you wanted for one whole year, but, have you? have i ever looked down on you? well, all i know is that you have, and please, dont pretend, fake innocence, and guess what? you still use those words on your blog, wow, amaziing, yeah, i forgot to remind you to tell your eyecandy and your seniors, if you really hate me, tell it to me in my face,like seriously and then i'll know, and we'll stop talking, you know who you are, your bimbo-ness, isnt real, everyone can tell, your voice is soo high, and you never put in effort into anything, there are lots of stuff that i cant say into your face cause, i know, you'll just cry, and complain, yeah,yeah, i know, so if we cant stop this whoole thing, lets just stop being friends,get that straight into your head,..
sadly, you're a friend which doesn't last,
zozo
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
left,ZacEfron, Middle(super extra), ZoeYan, Right, VanessaAnneHudgensokayokay, those are the cupboards, and me, acting super extra(: nevermind, i'll stick to the StatusQuo;D
heyhey(:
sorry about the whole privated blog thing, cause blog'd html went crazy, posts went everywhere, but, in the end, managed to make it, okay(: anyways, thins shall be a cheerful blog, not a broken friendship kind of blog, hahas, so yeah, i am so happy i passed my maths, cpa and science, with, not really flying colours, yeah, have to jia yous! yeah, i posted everything as in all the pics already(: okay, im really bored right now, and school was super fast today, not really looking forward to tomorrow, cause, have to stay back for malay till 4plus,.. then today, i bus-ed home(: (yes! i found something that i can actually blog about) today, went to com lab1 for english lesson, and that the littlest, most mischievous girl in class, aka, YapSiewWen;D ;she brings joy and laughter to the class(: and yeah, shes so funny(: especially during english lessons, haha, Poor Mrstan, cause we were supposed to you, you know, do this book of riddles thingy, cause we were like super bored and Mrstan just gave us that book, so, you know, just do it and we were supposed to give the answer sheets to Mrstan, but, Mrstan asked, sharon and siva to collect them, for her, but, this siew wen, went to disturb sharon, she was collecting our row, she was like, giving some lame plus random talk to sharon, (i cant remember any now, cause i was laughing with kym and evan) eg, eh, mrstan says, dont have to collect already, and all that kind of crap(: kay, shes so funny yet so lame(: siewwen, youre so funny(: keep acting lame, all the wayy(: and guess what? ShinaLim came back to school today;D gosh, i am so happy just to see her again, its so nice, to have her around, cause she also brings joy and laughter to the class(: like, lots.. then took some photos, with her, actually, she came back to collect her iPod and handphone, she gave each of all hugs(: yeah, cause shes not coming back to school anymore;( and yeah, waited for her, outside the general office, and yeah, planned to go out with her, but today, she was not free,. and yeah, shes a nice person when you get to know her, shalala, so bored, oh yeah, and thats my pet society(ps) pets' name(: something like sarahjoy's one(: kay, have to go eat dinner now, and this is a random post(:
HSMrocks,
Irule,
Irule,
zozo;D
ps. thanks kym for those cuddley hugs, and for being there for me(:ohyeah, batman rules(;