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"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me"
-Phillipians 4:13
Thursday, March 19, 2009
if so, will He for me?
Nat says, God will provide alternatives, but seriously, will He? for me?
"even when you're not fine, go to God, no matter what kind of state you're in. He'll take you anytime (:" thats what Nat says, i can go to God anytime, i know Hes there, Hes there for me, always, but, there are so many questions in my head, answers not answered, lots of people dont know that i am in the normal tech stream, but, i am, yeah, look down on me, but, guess what? I believe God has a plan, for me even when i am not doing well academically, look, i already found one purpose that God put me into nt, He used me to bring winiline back to Christ(: and i am proud of myself for that, but, i believe theres more that awaits me, He has a special plan for me, and i know, its going to be very very special(: though i feel down sometimes, and stereotyped, i know that He'll always be there for me(: and, i am going to trust Him, in whatever circumstances, "always surrender and commit your academics to the Lord." Nat says that, i'll be amazed at what God can do for me, i really believe that, and i'll push for it, work at it and don't look back. never, ever. And, i wonder, will i be able to cope if i go up to na, and the answer is, YES, with God's help, Nat, also quoted, "when you make mistakes, allow God to teach you and shape you.", and thats so true, so all i can do now, is cope, this is one of the phrases that boosted me with hope, "if I could, you can too!" this really boosted me up, and made me think, yeah, if Nat can, why cant i do it too? She also told me to,
"always surrender and commit your academics to the Lord." and thats really true, and she also affirmed me, by saying that i am personally, hard working, thanks(: and then, i stopped to think, i really cant waste this year, its the last year i can promote myself, so i have to work hard, and focus(: then she told me, so why waste time by worrying when you can be putting in all that effort into studying? ;DD then i asked her some questions, and then she said, don't worry, just try in faith, work in faith and let God grant you the strength to do so (: and then, she said,
I can assure you by saying all this but the change of mindset doesn't happen until you start believing and accepting it. so, now, all i have to do is work hard stop thinking about whats going to happen in the future, so i can mould it to be, my, future, aka, God's plan,
"even when you're not fine, go to God, no matter what kind of state you're in. He'll take you anytime (:" thats what Nat says, i can go to God anytime, i know Hes there, Hes there for me, always, but, there are so many questions in my head, answers not answered, lots of people dont know that i am in the normal tech stream, but, i am, yeah, look down on me, but, guess what? I believe God has a plan, for me even when i am not doing well academically, look, i already found one purpose that God put me into nt, He used me to bring winiline back to Christ(: and i am proud of myself for that, but, i believe theres more that awaits me, He has a special plan for me, and i know, its going to be very very special(: though i feel down sometimes, and stereotyped, i know that He'll always be there for me(: and, i am going to trust Him, in whatever circumstances, "always surrender and commit your academics to the Lord." Nat says that, i'll be amazed at what God can do for me, i really believe that, and i'll push for it, work at it and don't look back. never, ever. And, i wonder, will i be able to cope if i go up to na, and the answer is, YES, with God's help, Nat, also quoted, "when you make mistakes, allow God to teach you and shape you.", and thats so true, so all i can do now, is cope, this is one of the phrases that boosted me with hope, "if I could, you can too!" this really boosted me up, and made me think, yeah, if Nat can, why cant i do it too? She also told me to,
"always surrender and commit your academics to the Lord." and thats really true, and she also affirmed me, by saying that i am personally, hard working, thanks(: and then, i stopped to think, i really cant waste this year, its the last year i can promote myself, so i have to work hard, and focus(: then she told me, so why waste time by worrying when you can be putting in all that effort into studying? ;DD then i asked her some questions, and then she said, don't worry, just try in faith, work in faith and let God grant you the strength to do so (: and then, she said,
I can assure you by saying all this but the change of mindset doesn't happen until you start believing and accepting it. so, now, all i have to do is work hard stop thinking about whats going to happen in the future, so i can mould it to be, my, future, aka, God's plan,
Oh yeah, and thanks to Nat, i have found my motto,
"be bold enough to pursue what others might not dare to pursue."
"be bold enough to pursue what others might not dare to pursue."
"be bold enough to pursue what others might not dare to pursue."
"be bold enough to pursue what others might not dare to pursue."
"be bold enough to pursue what others might not dare to pursue."
during this short break, i have learnt lots of things, onw of the phrases are, "that theres so much you dont understand but theres alot to learn," and i have to say thanks to Jasper and Nat(:
have to go, eat dinner,
"be bold enough to pursue what others might not dare to pursue.",
zozo(: